I'm walking with my parents towards a huge building. I'm apparently checking in to this rehab center because I'm an alcoholic. My parents are really supportive and walk with me [weird]. Apparently, this other girl and I are the "new incoming members" so we walk into this gym-like building and there are posters and balloons welcoming us [weirder]. We both sit down with our family members and while this man was making a speech introducing us to the program, all I could think of was, "I don't have a problem! I'm not an alcoholic.. wait, or am I? Why then am I here?"
Then out of nowhere, the man announces something and 20-30 people come through the doors. These people were that girl's friends, family, neighbor, etc.. and they were showing their support by being there. I thought to myself.. "Ho.ly....crap. My friends are coming through the door next, aren't they?" And yes, they did. Although the only faces I could recognize were my friends Christy and Naz. Christy was super loud, yelling "Yeahhh Lydie!" I couldn't believe it, I was so embarrassed and ashamed that now all these people knew I was in rehab. The "orientation" is over and I walk my parents out to their car to say goodbye. I feel like crying cause I don't know how long I'll be staying here.
And then... I'm in another dream.
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